you must be wondering why when i am in a depressed mood and i still can come online to pen this down... i guess that is why... i have bottled up too much of my feelings and always.. my heart wrench when i think of it....
i jus feel that i cant even share my feelings to my closed ones... else... i cant even hold a complete conversation to share... i have so much to say... and every week i only have this short weekend... to work even on a public holiday... if they cant even understand... who else can? why am i being blamed for not planning proper for a simple night out... tot it would be a fun night... but it turned out not so... why cant i be the one to complain because i am tired...why do i always have to be the one to give in... when u are accused of something isnt storming away a method to show that you are angry... if not what is? will argue in the public solve the problem?
argh.. all this emotional blockage is stopping me from moving anywhere at all... i am so sad... i feel suffocated...what should i do.. i really need some slack... i do.
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