If the moment of truth will destroy what we already have...I would have rather not say it at the beginning...
It took me courage and to overcome my ownself to put down into words... but Truth Hurts... I know...
But by not saying it... there is a sense of guilt and also the breach of trust and honesty between us... should I in the first place continue this trend of keeping it secret? How should I have made it painless?
The consequences that may befall upon us...for the innocents we have deceived... What should I do?
Sunday, February 28, 2010
Friday, February 26, 2010
Reflections
i am quite determined to write this entry somehow... i think it is really time for me to do some reflection on myself and it is really time for me to rethink on the fact that i really need some serious growing up to do...
26 turning 27 years old this year ... alot of unhappy things been bogging me for eversince the start of the year 2010... somehow many things i do really affect alot on the feeling of others... count that i am blessed to have these wonderful people around me but yet i somehow take them for granted... gosh i feel that i am so selfish... damnit...
i think i have tasted abit of setback on each and every action and decision i have made of them... in my mind i always have this wonderful plan and idea which i always paint such a nice picture with... and ended up i destroy it myself with my very own 'smart' plan...
good friend which i fell out with due to some serious brainless decision due to a certain miscommunication or should i say... my 'senile' moment... and some coincidental fate... i guess i have to give in to it ...
another case of friendship, trust and honesty... due to a certain reason a secret has been kept so long... and when i felt right to let it known... i received a note of which i truly think that i should seriously think before my actions... but somehow ... it jus seems to be very had to say it in words... or rather i dunno how i should do it..
guess sometimes letting it go with the flow may not work as well as what i think it would be...
argh... think karma is setting in on me..
bless me
26 turning 27 years old this year ... alot of unhappy things been bogging me for eversince the start of the year 2010... somehow many things i do really affect alot on the feeling of others... count that i am blessed to have these wonderful people around me but yet i somehow take them for granted... gosh i feel that i am so selfish... damnit...
i think i have tasted abit of setback on each and every action and decision i have made of them... in my mind i always have this wonderful plan and idea which i always paint such a nice picture with... and ended up i destroy it myself with my very own 'smart' plan...
good friend which i fell out with due to some serious brainless decision due to a certain miscommunication or should i say... my 'senile' moment... and some coincidental fate... i guess i have to give in to it ...
another case of friendship, trust and honesty... due to a certain reason a secret has been kept so long... and when i felt right to let it known... i received a note of which i truly think that i should seriously think before my actions... but somehow ... it jus seems to be very had to say it in words... or rather i dunno how i should do it..
guess sometimes letting it go with the flow may not work as well as what i think it would be...
argh... think karma is setting in on me..
bless me
Thursday, February 25, 2010
Lego Camera! i wanT !
Here’s something for all you Lego afficionados out there – the iconic children’s toy maker has just announced a line of digital cameras. Unfortunately, they are not made out of actual Lego bricks and specs haven’t been revealed yet, but judging by the estimated price range of USD19 – USD60, we’re not expecting much. However, we guess that the large number of adult Lego collectors as well as quite a few 80s babies will want to pick one up just for the sheer kitsch factor alone. The cams are scheduled for release around summer time.
Collectable Lego sets and merchandise is available at Brickboy Toys, 3rd Floor, The Gardens, Mid Valley, Kuala Lumpur, T +603 2287 7119; and Brickboy Brothers, 1st Floor, Sunway Pyramid Old Wing, Subang; also, look out for LegoLand park to open in 2013 at Johor Bahru, Malaysia.
CNY 2010 - Lee Family (Ah Ma's 89 Bday)
Longevity Bun - its huge!!
My Ah Ma and my Nephew
WAAAA!!!!
Yum...
The Star of the night
My Ah Ma and Cousin June
My Aunt and my Cousin Choon
Lou Shang.... Yu Sheng - for prosperity and everything good :)
HUAT AH!!
MORE HUAT!!
Mouse Berry tart - Not very nice though
Sushi and Cold Dish
Chocolate Strawberry - ermm
Suan Pan Zi - fried Yam Dough
My Fave - CHOC ECLAIR!!
3 Layered Pork
the fantastic buffet set
Ah Ma + Children + Spouse
Ah Ma + GrandChildren + Spouse
Ah Ma and My Family
My Grand Uncle :) (i think he looks like Lee Kuan Yew)
My Mom after the whole day of helping :) she is really hungry
Sunday, February 21, 2010
5 Tips for Tiger Growth
Xin nian kuai le. Gong xi fa cai. Nian nian you yu. And happy new lunar year.
While in the midst of the 15 days of Chinese New Year celebrations for this new year of the Golden Tiger, it's perhaps a good time to check in on your January 1st New Year's resolutions.
My guess: in the first 7 weeks of 2010, you've already abandoned some or all of these. Why?
First: resolve to check in more frequently. Plan, execute, review, repeat.
Second: work with a group or someone who can hold you more accountable.
Third: increase your discipline to increase your results. Identify causes of failures, decide to shift your thinking and behaviour, and then act to achieve a clearly-defined purpose.
If you didn't make any resolutions or you'd like to add some, here are 5 Tips to make this Tiger year a grrreat one for growth.
GrowthTip 1: Talking Tiger Hidden Learning
If you're always the expert, you're not listening and you might not be learning. Go and listen to a variety of specialists that can give you new insights and help you further grow and develop. Yes that means going to events, network, listen, apply.
GrowthTip 2: Tiger Learns From an Ambush
The collective for tigers is: an ambush of tigers. Bring your tigers together and bring in a specialist speaker. Then evaluate your common Goal, your Execution Timing, your location strengths and your willingness to Act On Opportunity. Procrastination almost always costs money. Example: booking an air ticket; if you leave it to the last minute, it'll cost you a fortune.
GrowthTip 3: Tiger Collaborates for Big Wins
Make this a year for effective collaboration. That means working together for mutual benefit and ROI. You with your strength, me with mine. If you want to fly somewhere, you collaborate with flying specialists as well as others who share a similar need and can share the cost. Similarly if you want to increase productivity and results, then you bring in productivity and results specialists
GrowthTip 4: Tiger is Watchful and Restful
Tigers keenly observe what is going on. And they are well rested to ensure performance. Sleep well this year. Sleeping 8 hours a night increases productivity by 25%. If you sleep 6 hours a night, you might have 2 extra hours awake (or 8.33% of a day), but if your productivity is 25% less then that's a bad return on investment. Sleep on it. You can't be an EffectiveLeader if you're not healthy.
GrowthTip 5: Tiger seeks Courage through Faith
Tigers stand for courage and action. Be swift with your action this year. Make decisions often. Be courageous. Have faith in your purpose and your ability to succeed. it's amazing to watch people finally identify why they haven't been more Victorious. Often it comes down to their relationships with themselves, each other and, importantly, with their purpose. Have faith in your purpose.
Have a fantastic year of the Golden Tiger. Seek Victory, Listen, Learn, Collaborate, Rest, and Be Courageous.
While in the midst of the 15 days of Chinese New Year celebrations for this new year of the Golden Tiger, it's perhaps a good time to check in on your January 1st New Year's resolutions.
My guess: in the first 7 weeks of 2010, you've already abandoned some or all of these. Why?
First: resolve to check in more frequently. Plan, execute, review, repeat.
Second: work with a group or someone who can hold you more accountable.
Third: increase your discipline to increase your results. Identify causes of failures, decide to shift your thinking and behaviour, and then act to achieve a clearly-defined purpose.
If you didn't make any resolutions or you'd like to add some, here are 5 Tips to make this Tiger year a grrreat one for growth.
GrowthTip 1: Talking Tiger Hidden Learning
If you're always the expert, you're not listening and you might not be learning. Go and listen to a variety of specialists that can give you new insights and help you further grow and develop. Yes that means going to events, network, listen, apply.
GrowthTip 2: Tiger Learns From an Ambush
The collective for tigers is: an ambush of tigers. Bring your tigers together and bring in a specialist speaker. Then evaluate your common Goal, your Execution Timing, your location strengths and your willingness to Act On Opportunity. Procrastination almost always costs money. Example: booking an air ticket; if you leave it to the last minute, it'll cost you a fortune.
GrowthTip 3: Tiger Collaborates for Big Wins
Make this a year for effective collaboration. That means working together for mutual benefit and ROI. You with your strength, me with mine. If you want to fly somewhere, you collaborate with flying specialists as well as others who share a similar need and can share the cost. Similarly if you want to increase productivity and results, then you bring in productivity and results specialists
GrowthTip 4: Tiger is Watchful and Restful
Tigers keenly observe what is going on. And they are well rested to ensure performance. Sleep well this year. Sleeping 8 hours a night increases productivity by 25%. If you sleep 6 hours a night, you might have 2 extra hours awake (or 8.33% of a day), but if your productivity is 25% less then that's a bad return on investment. Sleep on it. You can't be an EffectiveLeader if you're not healthy.
GrowthTip 5: Tiger seeks Courage through Faith
Tigers stand for courage and action. Be swift with your action this year. Make decisions often. Be courageous. Have faith in your purpose and your ability to succeed. it's amazing to watch people finally identify why they haven't been more Victorious. Often it comes down to their relationships with themselves, each other and, importantly, with their purpose. Have faith in your purpose.
Have a fantastic year of the Golden Tiger. Seek Victory, Listen, Learn, Collaborate, Rest, and Be Courageous.
Thursday, February 18, 2010
Wonder if it is a good year for me?
Had many random events that befall me eversince the start of 2010.... well... i dunno how to explain.. but it seems like the year is not starting very well for me..
to add to the dismay, yesterday, my Coy's Laptop died on me... ahh how great... managed to recover most of the files though... but i lost 5 months worth of outlook emails... gosh!!! how am i able to retrieve them... spent most of my last day of public holiday finding solutions... now very frustrated.... is that a sign?
i have lotsa important emails... alot of contacts... alot of impt impt matters to follow up... :(
anyway, any kind IT experts can offer me a good, free and no frill solution to retrieve my od outlook.pst file from my formatted Hard disk?
really appreciate if anyone can step up to help... :)
to add to the dismay, yesterday, my Coy's Laptop died on me... ahh how great... managed to recover most of the files though... but i lost 5 months worth of outlook emails... gosh!!! how am i able to retrieve them... spent most of my last day of public holiday finding solutions... now very frustrated.... is that a sign?
i have lotsa important emails... alot of contacts... alot of impt impt matters to follow up... :(
anyway, any kind IT experts can offer me a good, free and no frill solution to retrieve my od outlook.pst file from my formatted Hard disk?
really appreciate if anyone can step up to help... :)
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