Frustrated

I hate how my current body clock function... can't sleep early... can't wake up on time.... sleep too early... wake up late... i am frustrated over this... any solution?

they say...

Men are like a bottle of fine red wine... the longer you keep them the sweeter it gets... whereas women are like a bottle of milk... the longer you keep them the sour they become...

Simpson with a twist - Anime

I cried in my dreams

i dunno what happened... i cried in my dreams this morning... and i really cry... i woke up shock... i think it is stress

nothing to tok abt it... case closed

World Aids Day Concert 2008 - LOVE AMPLIFIED SINGAPORE

ELECTRICO

HADY MIRZA

DIM SUM DOLLIES and HOSSAN LEONG

THE GROUPIES

STEPH SUN

THE CUTE

THE GLAM

THE DIVA (my winning shot)

Anyhow Bake again - Red Wine Blueberry Muffin

the mix of
1 1/3 cups all purpose flour
½ teaspoon baking soda
½ teaspoon baking powder
¼ teaspoon salt1 cup sugar
1 teaspoon vanilla powder
2 eggs,
quarter slab of butter,
blueberry and blueberry sauce
red wine and strawberry milk
raisins

MIA...

hey peeps... sorry for the MIA days since my last post... it was a very hectic month for me... also the month where i have to work harder for my bonus.. haha

i dread festive season for the longest time since i am in this line... i have to work doubly hard for the weekends and getting them burnt just to make sure sales pick up to cover thru the bad times... luckily all the team's efffort did not go to waste...

5 more days to the month of Xmas... = more panic buttons... lesser time to blog and surf net...

bear in there Ben ... the new year is coming and all shall be fine...

my bake

the Sinful Choice - CHOCOLATES!

The Colourful icing

the dressings

the healthy choice

the Mixer

the secret recipe

melting process

the Mixture

the product

Walnut and CoCo Krunch

X'mas

Starry

Sunflower

the Final Product - YeaH!

Haha a song for XxX

Us and the AvenueQ Cast

AvenueQ - without puppets

AvenueQ - Muppet version!

AvenueQ!!!

P-Plate Drivers, Watch Out!

I See your P-plate, please use your brain! waste ppl's petrol.

Please park your car properly it is alot of inconvenience to drivers!!!

Haha, this incident happened to my friend when we were on a mahjong getogether... so funny!!.. how can she park her car on the side road when the lane is already cramped up?! so ended up alot of drivers have to u-turn as they cant pass the obstructed lanes,..

actually not her fault la... she parked there when there is no car... jus suay suay the owner of the house came back and parked parallel to her... so ended up becomes her fault... haha

and all she gets is this lousy notepad message!!! worse! the note pad is from NTU and the headline is : A Teacher's efforts will always be noted. haha how conicidental is that! ... go re-take your license haha

My Vodka Collection

my collection less Blakurrant

Disco, Rainbow, Masquerade, Bling Bling

Disco

Masquerade

Rainbow

Life's Boring?

a conversation on MSN

Ben Lee says:
life so boring

D says:
hahaha why suddenly think life's boring

D says:
okay what

D says:
urs quite adventurous

Ben Lee says:
neh

Ben Lee says:
i feel so suffocated

D says:
work, life?

D says:
i read a book once

Ben Lee says:
no work life balance..

D says:
the alchemist

D says:
there's a quote

Ben Lee says:
oh damn i read 1/4 of that

D says:
oh it's good!

D says:
the quote's good

D says:
it goes something like

Ben Lee says:
but i din complete it cos i lend a friend and i forgot who

D says:
because i don't live in my past, or my future, only the present. and if you can focus only on that, i'll be a happy me. you'll see that there is life in the desert, and stars in the heaven, and tribesman fight because they are part of the human race. life will be a party for you, a grand festival.

D says:
because life is the moment we're living in right now.

Ben Lee says:
wa cheeem

D says:
hahaha

D says:
basically saying life may seem sucky but it's actually good if you see it simpler

D says:
like paris and nicole

D says:
the simple life

D says:
hahahaha

Ben Lee says:
haha

kudos to Paris and Nicole :)

the Comma can make so much different

An Email from a friend

it is in the middle of the night at 4am... i received this encouraging and meaningful email from a friend....


"Halooo, how's your day? just got awake by my beloved XX...n hv to continue by counting the sheeps...aihhh...wat a night???!!!

Then, juz call to mind that i hv something to said...how to start huh???I overheard someone saying that u look gloomy the whole day... everything ok? How's your headache, getting better?

U know wat, after the chat, i realize that you are annoying with some uncertainty...ya...it is not a easy thing to decide where one wants to go in life. But from your reflection it seems like you are afraid of misjudgement, perhaps i m wrong...But Ben, a person is nothing but a piece of lifeless machine if we allow ourselves to be dominted by the rules in life and work without a passion. We see the world through our eyes n it's up to us to interpret what we see. We can see a failure as an experience or see it as a lost battle itself. So we should appreciate n make the best use of the freedom that life itself had bestowed onto us. The freedom to allow our brains to wander and explore fantasies and posibilities.

A thing is only impossible if u deem it so. Nothing practically is unachiveable. So, let us decide wat kind of life we want to live in. Take each day as it comes with enthuism and believe. The big world out there is yours to explore, take that passion with you n make the world your playground!By the way, b frankly...i thought u hv worked so hard all this time (BUT, dun let this get your head big. Hehehe...).

So...Ben...dun get so work up...there's bound to be tensions and conflicts when workload and stress gets too demanding, but do think of your health plsss (especially mentality) ...be a nice and good-natured guy mah...Anyway, with all seriousness, i m here if you need a listening ear. Just let me know whenever u feel like chatting or venting, ok?!

Oya, another important message. Pls mind your words when u grumble, especially during the chat with XXfrens...nothing...juz to avoid making any slip of the tongue. PLS bear this firmly in mind!

OK!Aiyo, it's 4am now, better drink some milk n continue my counting... Tk gd care of yourself ya... "

from
XXXX

how true and touching....... Ben

Halloweenie

my new found girlfriend Gorysha

my order with fate

hell service

wats up zombie

hell restaurant

cabaret dance of death

Mario and Lugi in hell

cleopatra

my prize winning and the gore

killer spree

me and the death bride

my first victim

Joker and Me

Me and Super grapes