Who say romance is dead?

There are always reasons for every thing we do... and yes, even sex....
Print this piece of paper and have fun with your love ones... try it out... you might even find the true reason why you are so into her/him.

I want to get this!!!

Fractual Body Art

Things to learn

1. Japanese Language - in progress
2. Thai Language
3. Sign Languages
4. Body Languages
5. Piano
6. Photography
7. Pastry making improvement course
8. Bike license - to complete

never too old to learn :)

BRUNO, the new BORAT

So funny, haha.. coming soon in a theatre near you!

Cool Art on your car's Windscreen dust

For the lazy people who don't know how to take care of your cars.. don't bother cleaning up your car... show off your work of art instead... :p

Buy books and Win! - INDIA

INDIA - living in poverty, the government are encouraging young kids to study... engaging agencies and companies to work on a campaign to give away attractive prizes with any purchase of school books only...

World Earth Hour

http://www.boston.com/bigpicture/2009/03/earth_hour_2009.html

can't believe that the world thinks by switching off their lights can help save the earth...
stop all the pollution then... all start walking...

we will have an earth walking day.

ever wonder how cynical we can be?

Watch this and be astonished

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9z0h1NNk1Ik&feature=related

Kaleidoscope of colours

Just a sneak preview, NewUrbanMale.com will be launching this new paper bags come May... just tot of adding some colours to the gloomy recession period... :)

Sorry seems to be the hardest word...

What have I got to do to be heard
It's sad, so sad
It's a sad, sad situation
Why can't we talk it over
Oh it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word

The era of Responsibility

"If you screwed up... It is not making mistakes;

it is owning up to them and trying to make sure you never repeat them

and that's what we intend to do."

- Barrack Obama

Hiding myself

When I was a little
My life was full of joy
I only thought about growing up
With a really bright future
But suddenly, my life just changed
And those thoughts disappeared
Now the only thing I think about
Is hiding away my fears
I just keep

*Hiding Myself
From the rest of the world
Just curled up in a circle
Never wanting to unfurl
I know that something out there
Is waiting just for me
But I can’t see it
Cause I’m hiding myself

Don’t ask me how I got this way
Cause I don’t really know
I’ve lost the voice that tells me
How to live, and where to go
I really want to change myself
And be how I used to be
Unfortunately, it no longer is
An easy thing for me
I just keep

*

Don’t you dare say that I don’t try
I’m trying everyday
Don’t say that I enjoy feeling like this
In truth
I want it to go away

I know someday the day will come
When I regain what I have lost
And I will make that day come
No matter what the cost
I just keep on trying
To be how I used to be
You don’t know just how much
I want to be the old me
Spoken: The only thing is…
I just keep

Everything i do i do it for you....

I was rummaging thru my list of mp3 songs, playing on my player, clicking next song at random order... i hit this song... it has been a while since i heard this all time favourite oldies. Enjoy!

Look into my eyes - you will see
What you mean to me
Search your heart - search your soul
And when you find me there you'll search no more
Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
You can't tell me it's not worth dyin' for
You know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

Look into my heart - you will find
There's nothin' there to hide
Take me as I am - take my life
I would give it all I would sacrifice
Don't tell me it's not worth fightin' for
I can't help it there's nothin' I want more
Ya know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

There's no love - like your love
And no other - could give more love
There's nowhere - unless you're there
All the time - all the way

Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
I can't help it there's nothin' I want more
I would fight for you - I'd lie for you
Walk the wire for you - Ya I'd die for you

Ya know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

Passed away @ 34yrs... A Pity...

Another voice of angel left us just like that... life is fragile... treasure it...

'Funeral' at a different angle of speech... "Beautifully imperfect"

"Funeral" is a new TV commerical launched by the Ministry of Community Development, Youth and Sports (MCYS) which looks at relationships in a different light, through a woman at her husbands funeral. Ultimately, the TVC celebrates the beautiful imperfections that make a relationship perfect. This is fresh off MCYS latest Viewers Choice 2008 win for last years Family TVC which promotes the importance and value of family bonding.

I was watching TV last night, and this ad caught my attention... initially i thought it was a new local TV series.. but i was wrong... it was a 3mins ad...

what made it so meaningful was the angle of the speech the wife of the late husband gave... "I want to say something that will make some of you feel uncomfortable" " I want to talk about what happened in bed."... it started off with what it seems like a mocking statement for her husband... watch on ... *Snores* ... "the signs of the loved one ... alive"

"in the end, it's these small things that you would remember, the little imperfection... that makes him perfect" ...

sometimes in life, we always look at things at a superficial manner, we always discreminate people, never even think of how the person is like until all is lost...

so look at things differently, embrace and treasure the people around you, they might even create an impact for you and make you move up another notch..

For those people with imperfections, you are all "Beautifully imperfect"

1230am... feeling alone

it is 30mins pass midnight... i couldnt sleep... something is bothering me yet i couldnt identify...
i had a very listless day... was in deep thoughts the whole day... so much so that my mind kept wondering away... mental block i presume...

at some point i just feel that i am gonna drift away with the wind so carefree and disappear and at some point i just feel that i need to be rock hard solid to overcome issues...

am i suffering from the worse thing of all? depression? or just insomnia... ?

am i stressed? or am i just overworked?

i have lost myself... the bubbly Ben whom i once knew... had now became the sulky, fiercesome Ben... where did the smile went?

people tell me to look forward to a great weekend... it will focus your thoughts... i tried... but i couldnt.

Friday, i felt so alone... so vulnerable even with the slightest touch... so much so that i yearn for the warmest hugs from my loved ones... embracing it and don't let go...

Ben, where are you? please come back... dont leave an empty shell here to fend for it's own...

Weekend...

Friday evening
what a feeling
feel like singing

Tired of working
mind is burning
feel like dancing
yes I do

Because you've got to make
the best to love while you're on
go people

When i see you smile

Sometimes I wonder how I'd ever make it through
Through this world without having you,

I just wouldn't have a clue

'Cos sometimes it seems like this world's closing in on me
And there's no way of breaking free, and then I see you reach for me

Sometimes I wanna give up, I wanna give in, I wanna quit the fight
And then I see you baby, and everything's alright, everything's alright

When I see you smile, I can face the world,

oh oh, you know I can do anything
When I see you smile, I see a ray of light,

oh oh I see it shining right thru the rain
When I see you smile, baby when I see you smile at me

Baby there's nothing in this world that could ever do
What a touch of your hand can do, it's like nothing that I ever knew

And when the rain is falling, I don't feel it,

'cos you're here with me now
And one look at you baby, is all I'll ever need,

it's all I'll ever need

Working on a Dream

WHAT DO I WANT IN LIFE?
Right now...i am working on my dream... Come On! and Let's Go!

~{Out here the nights are long, the days are lonely
I think of you and I'm working on a dream
I'm working on a dream
Now the cards I've drawn's a rough hand, darling
I straighten the back and I'm working on a dream
I'm working on a dream

Come on!

I'm working on a dream
Though sometimes it feels so far away
I'm working on a dream
And I know it will be mine someday

Rain pourin' down, I swing my hammer
My hands are rough from working on a dream
I'm working on a dream

Let's go!

I'm working on a dream
Though trouble can feel like it's here to stay
I'm working on a dream
Well our love will chase trouble away}~

it's been awhile... it's not easy...

it's been awhile since i wrote on my blog... yeah... a month... like a long month of joy, pain, sickness and memories..Why is it so hard to juggle, work, family, personal?... how to make it a balance?

Be like a superhero who can handle everything? will that solve?

it is not that easy...

i guess that is me... i am too into doing things hoping everything will turn out perfect...but i did forget to ask myself -do i feel good by doing so? do the people really feel good with me doing so? or am i just into perfection? or am i boosting my ego?

Do you know the common taboo for all the superheroes till date... would be love, feelings... they never end up with a happy ending do they?

i always never think of the feeling or thoughts of people around me... with my actions, my decisions.. neglecting even my own feelings... even worst ...hurting others

me no superhero, me dun wan to be superhero...

I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
I'm just out to find
The better part of me
I'm more than a bird...I'm more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train
It's not easy to be me

Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I'll never see

It may sound absurd...but don't be nieve
Even Heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed...but won't you concede
Even Heroes have the right to dream

It's not easy to be me

Up, up and away...away from me
It's all right...you can all sleep sound tonight
I'm not crazy...or anything...

I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
Men weren't meant to ride
With clouds between their knees

I'm only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me

It's not easy to be me